Faith is the only truly sustainable power source.
It radically increases your personal efficiency as well as energizing you with the highest nutrient known on Earth.
It consumes fear and its only emission is love.
Requiring absolutely no upfront capital with a ginormous return on investment.
Any other use of your resources is futile .

Heartfull Warrior – I am!
Fear is my sword purposefully kept safely sheathed relying on my totally open vulnerable heart to shield me from no one.
Righteously I am the judge and jury for my action and my actions alone.
The cyclical nature of
life – death
love – hate
is the light house I use to guide me through the fog on the battle field.
Remember – that no earthly thing can hurt or kill soul – soul takes the ability to unconditional love with it from life to life.
Waste no time strengthening other muscles.

A full cup leaves no room for true divine love
The neglect of childhood digs a hole in the substance of your reality
The trauma of life excavates the pit leaving a hollow crater
Tears flow from the feelings of emptiness The water mix with the walls forming a slurry of sludge
The deeper you go into the emotions the thicker the muck
The passage of time allows sunlight to transform the depression of mud Into a beautifully formed clay cup
The size of your container represents the amount of excavation you endured
The strength of the walls represent the amount of tears you cried
You can fill your vessel at the limitless fountain of true divine love Bringing to the world as much nourishment as we can drink
Never forget how special a gift you are!

My Heart was touched by a ray of sunshine today.
I see this now.
By the intense illumination of my feelings.
I sit and ponder the joining edge of conflict.
Am I stuck crying about the past
or
Are my tears, of the moment, enjoying the after glow?
Is this the pain of Heartbreak I feel
or
Are these tears of joy, as my heart was touched deeper than I thought possible?
Is it ever as simple as Pain or Pleasure?
Is Balance that edge
Or
The ability to be present on both side at the same moment.
I know not.
I do know now that
My heart was touched by a ray of sunshine today
and I feel.

The heavenly light shines down and warms the heart

The heart is voice

I tremble with fear as the words form

As the words leave the lips
so does the fear

Replaced with the glow of the eyes
as the ears receive the heavenly wisdom

People
Pulses of people pressure.
Anxiety, like nitrous fueled adrenaline, propels me inward
How can my vulnerable heart stay out in the
sandstorm of people’s energy
I attempt to stay fully present
the pressure overwhelms me
pulsing through my body stronger than my own blood.

Voice
Screaming in my head
What’s wrong with me
Pulses of people pressure.
Compelling me to compare
with their projected image
I never seem to contend
Instead
Pulses of People Pressure
Fuels the voice screaming in my head
Squashing any outward desire, I might have

Solitude
The Sweet Silence of Seclusion
Feeds my Soul
Allowing me to hear
The quiet compassionate Inner voice
That Gives Me strength

Wow!

Your body is a monument a female perfection.
Just because most men are really scared little boys
That can’t man up in the presence of a real woman.
Instead focusing their desire on the body of innocent little girl as an object of sexual perfection.
Does not make it so.
Your beauty real beauty comes from your hearts ability to shine your soul through your eyes.
It only gets hotter, sexier, luscious with age.
No one can take it from you.
You can bring them to their knees
with a twinkle of your eye
or that sly smile of knowing what you want.

Mmmmmmmmm

One of those days – My boss wakes me up at 5am after keeping me working late into the night. “Sleeping is simply out the question”, his voice echoes in my head. He is so F’ing unrealistic, all passionately fired up about an unachievable side project he wants me to accomplish in addition to all my normal duties. I am thinking ,” Can’t I have coffee first”, knowing full well his answer. I sit feverishly sipping coffee as I type with one hand trying not to miss one word of his excited utterance. You might be asking, “What is this all consuming project your boss has you doing and why did you take this job in the first place?” Well the answer is simple but ever complex – “Be the Best person I can in every moment in all that I do!!!”. This job is the hardest most challenging job on the planet. “To Follow your heart” is the only Job that makes sense to me!

The Road Less Traveled
I invite you to go on an intimate journey with me down a path lined with our hearts to a destination of your control.
We shall embark by sitting in Yab Yum letting the motion of ones exhalation filling the others inhalation propel us on our exploration.
Wrapped in an embrace we will be absorbed into the portal of the soft gaze of each other’s eyes.
Rocketing along we come to our first boundary -(” If I let you see my pain will I be safe?”)- with the relaxed motion of our breath we break through to head ever deeper.
We continue with this cyclical dance letting each other’s courage to move through fear unlock the limitless power of hearts in love.
You might be asking is this sex – “No”, our clothes stay on; we do not exchange fluids; we are focused on opening our hearts and any sexual energy is pulled up to the hearts – for fuel.
The goal is to use the breath and the eyes to work through the wounds that keep our hearts from loving as deeply as possible.
By trusting in the integrity of each other creating a safe place for our hearts to reach their full potential and radiate the love that world so desperately needs.
The glow that we will emit from following our hearts is a catalysis to others starting a chain reaction of love that will change the world.
This is me ; this is what I am about ; this is all I ever want to do.
I know that with your help my heart will change the world. Are you game?
I personally do not want to waste another breath until the world is overflowing with love, ending this senseless violence caused by closed hearts.

Feelings are a complex, conflictual set of emotions. There are not meant to make scene. They are meant to be experienced. For optimal experience have an open compassionate heart, box of tissues, and hold on and try to enjoy the ride. Think of your feelings like your own personal Roller Coaster that can take you from heaven to hell and back in a blink of the eye. Celebrate your feelings, as they are engulfing magic, making you uniquely you. As you realize their magical show is meant for you, letting go of the need to project them on others is easy.

As I race forward at life full steam ahead.
Following my wide open vulnerable heart’s
hunger to love
Colliding with obstacles of love deficiency
Breaking off pieces of my heart to fill them
with pure love
I notice my heart grows exponentially larger
Compelling me forward with an insatiable desire to love.
Moving even faster
Colliding with even more
Transforming Love deficiency to overflowing love.
Expanding my Heart ever bigger
Continuing this voluptuous cycle forever.

To the only person my heart was ever physically connected to.
The reason that my heart beats
The reason that I experience the joy behind every smile
My first experience with love
The reason I get to share Love with others
The physical connection may have been cut
Just Know
There is and will always be a spot in my heart for you
I love you
MOM

The Tide

As the tide comes in
my heart swells with love
My body merges with yours
That thin imaginary layer between us melts away
Floating together on that blissful cloud of love
The world seems so easy as ONE
Forever in embrace
Can we stay here
Forever

The tide goes out
No! I don’t like this
My heart longs for yours
My mind invents stories of doom
That vast unreal canyon between us forms
Sinking into the mud of loneliness
I am one against the world
Forever looking
For the love
That makes living seem possible

Lunatic
The cycles of the moon
Move the waters of the world
You are water
Your feelings are what make you unique
The moon cycles
Your emotions cycle
The tide goes in
The tide goes out
Observe the Moon
Observe your emotions
Don’t fret when the Emotional tide is out
It will come in and float you high on life again
Stay humble when the emotional tide is in
It will go out leaving you in a puddle of mud
Just Breath
In then out
Enjoy the show that is your life!

Magnets
I did not even realize
I had a desire to feel what it was to be a magnet
You know a magnet pulled to another until they are next to each other
Unable to separate
Held together with some unseen power
I did not even realize
UNTIL I DID
Feel Like a magnet
When I met YOU
My heart
Was-is-will always be
Drawn to you
Like a Magnet
Magically Pulled together

Riding the Roller Coaster today
Gravity’s intensity is tugging
Atmospheric weight is crushing
Trapped in the middle
Slowly composting
Fragile inspiration
Beats
My heart
Squeezes out
One more seed of creativity
Lucky to be standing watching it sprout
Not Soil Yet

A Connected heart is a divinely inspired one
Your heart is either
Open and connected to others
Or it is not
We close our heart to protect it from being hurt
Not being connected to the Divine hurts
People can’t hurt our hearts
People only inspire us to feel
Open your heart connect to the divine
Enjoy the emotions that are life
To be truly connected to the divine
Wrapped up in the compassionate arms

I wake with pure passion pouring from my tongue
The sweet smell of strawberry
Glistening in the morning sun
Wafts up to ignite my wickedly taboo
Desire for chocolate
I dive in tongue first
Watching you explode as you receive
The passion pouring from my tongue

Dogs gnawing at my soul
Keeping me in my place
Bleeding my life force into the gutter of life
The haunting comfort of familiarity
Is my cell
Walled in by beliefs of a child

Dogs gnawing at my soul
Pinned to the edge of fear
Clinging to the fantasy of safety
As the possibilities of life float by
Do I dare
JUMP